Hikikomori Wannabe

There will be a wedding on Thursday and I am not going. It will be held in two fancy places but I am not going. It will be the wedding of the son of my Mum's favourite nephew and whose Mum (the groom's) happens to also be the tutor who used to hit me when I was a child. Recent familial issues with the L clan are definitely why I Am Not Going.

I received some devastating news last night. I found out that my possibly one and only ally at work had resigned. She is returning to her previous Kindergarten to head as the principal or head teacher there. It is all good for her. Her pay will almost be tripled. Who wouldn't go? I guess that she is happy to go because the bullying will cease and her arch enemy over there had recently been sacked. As for me, I stupidly signed the contract for another year thinking that my ally will be there to support me via what we joked as 'therapy sessions'. She is likely to stay on until after CNY 2017. One thing for sure though, I can't wait to see how the teachers would react to this next week. I am keen to see how everyone would move their chess pieces in this hell hole that I work in. I would really like to resign too but I won't be handing in my letter of resignation until after CNY. I need my bonus.

Issues with the L clan plus work issues make me a very sad person. I should be happy at this time of the year but I am not. We are moving my afternoon gig to a new venue but I don't feel confident that it will work because I am almost depressed. I guess that I will need to stick around to witness the fallout after the departure of my ally. I want to see if her move will affect her afternoon gig and whether other teachers would move in for the kill.

😩 I can't take the pressure. May be it is seriously time to be a full time Hikikomori for real.